I'm gonna be my own best friend.

2010-09-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

I LOVE NAJMUDDIN. PERIOD

2010-09-15T15:21:00.004+08:00

Selamat hari raya.
Mohon maaf zahir dan batin c: It's the 4th day of Raya and I'm rotting at home like a fungi rotting on someone's smelly feet. That kinda horrible feeling. Till I wished I didn't make any commitments. And that I'd stay single all my life. To the extent I can kill not myself but others. I offcially am B O R E D
Nah I'm just kidding about the killing part. Muahahahahahahuahuahuahuauhahehehehehehe
xxoo

I feel like going out but I don't know where to ..feel like catching a movie all by myself and shop for a long dress maybe at sheer romance. Or go jogging which I doubt I will heh. It's been 6 days since i saw Ikaa. And she told me SHE WENT TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS ........nabehcb hahahahaha I want to go la bitxch~ But It seems that I've to work, earn $$ and bring a friend along with my own money. Only then I think I'll get to see universal studios. Unlessssssssssss my mum offers to go. That'll be when I've 2 years of work experince. Sad life HAISSS

Sadly, I'm not a rich kid either. But on 22nd September, 8 more days from today, I'll be voyaging to Kualu Lumpur on a cruise ship for 3 days and 2 nights with my friends. AWESOMELY HAPPY AND EXCITED. My first cruise ship! Woohoo! I'm saving money money money to shop if I get the chance too. Especially in KL terribly excited!
I'll update with pictures. And I hope everything will go on smoothly ................................ c:

Can't wait for my hair to sway like that ......... aisey bedah.

2010-08-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

I'm on my phone:) grrrr I misssssss najmuddin:'( A Lot..

2010-08-11T15:03:00.004+08:00

Tell them what I hoped would be impossible..

2010-08-11T13:16:00.002+08:00

I JUST CREATE A TWITTER ACCOUNT .LOL FOLLOW FOLLOW ^^V

I'm gonna delete my formspring a/c hahahaha no one want to ask questions .Yeah sorry eh I'm not as famous as anyone of you out there that's why You answered more questions than me. lol

As long as I am happy c: Today I'm suppose to study in school but Oh my god my stomach was being a bitch. It's my 3rd day but it hurts more than anything. Najmuddin told me to stay home so I stayed home. He's coming later with Famous Amos:):):):):) Laaaaaapaaaaaaaar ....hehehehehe^^

But he's fasting eh eh eh. I want Koi Bubble tea uh .....grrrr da la cukup.

I miss Naj uh :c

2010-08-10T17:57:00.004+08:00

Fcukyeahcoolpicture, i like:)

Alhamdulilah, Natasha's engagement was a smooth sailing one:) Congratulations darling♥♥♥

Sorry darling me and Naj were late:c But we made up with the gift right! I hope you like it^.^

21st birthday for you is gonna be a blast! With your lovely fiancé and your beautiful friends, US c:

Oh and Happy 45th birthday Singapore:):):) And not forgetting spending my Monday morning with my lovely 72FTG much love and misses Xoxo,

Tommorow is going to mark the start of Fasting Month but sadly, I can't join in:c And just now! The YOG torch barrier thingy past my house heh. SoOoOOoooo cuteeee the primary school students run with the torch\m/ Heh OKay byebyebyebyebye. I want to get got to go to goooooo

Lol.

2010-08-07T09:41:00.003+08:00

I'm.Up.Very.Early:):):):) I set my alarm at 8am but I woke up at 9.15am TO!!! HARVEST MY FRONTIERVILLE CROPS. Roflmao If not it'll die:c hehehehehehehehehehe Luckily they were still alive even though I was an hour late .HAAAH

Today is going to be travelling day for me ...here, there and there and there. I hope Naj reads his wall post and get me a Kinder Bueno. But if he doesn't then I'm gonna buy it myself Humphs. And I feel like fucking working:c I've no $$ and I need them badly ..so that I can buy stuff for Cruise.. How to find?! Urgh.

A soulmate and your Best friend. Who is he? Can You be sure he's the one by your side now? Or is he the other one you fell in love with a few months ago? At the end of the day, You yourself know it has to be that "one person who is unlike any other". In life, decisions and sacrifices are made. You have to know what You need and want in life. Take a step back and find yourself. Ask yourself, before you make a decision that'll change your entire life and later, start to regret it every single day of your life. Whatever decision you make, You'll still hurt either one of the party. Face reality now. Don't hurt them any further. With or without them knowing. I believe that deep inside we are strong women. Find that inside You ..cause at the end of the day, You yourself got to be happy.

Xoxo, A lil' something for you. Don't worry, whatever decision you make, I'll still love you:)

2010-08-03T22:58:00.003+08:00

Whyyyyyyyyy ...........I really sound so desperate :'c

2010-08-03T20:28:00.003+08:00

I gotta be strong ..and hold on. Those words are neither from you nor they are for me. Because You love me. As much as I love you. I know you do because You care, All the things that you've effortly done for me, making me smile at the slightest thing, listening to every single wants/ complains but still be able to put up with me till the end of th day without getting bored. You continue to love me endlessly and knows no boundries for the love you have for me. And I appreciate every single thing and every moment spent with you. I'm really thankful ..

I never meant to say that your love wasn't as much as mine and I never blame you for whatever happened. You've misintepret it maybe because I sound so pitiful and desperate ...I'm in the wrong and I apologise sincerely,deep inside my heart. If it's true that I've neglected your feelings, please tell me in what way I've hurt you negelcting them ..Without you telling me what you're feeling or thinking I wouldn't get the chance to know and change for the better and I'm ready to.

Xoxo

2010-08-03T01:08:00.005+08:00

I'm sorry... :'(

2010-08-02T19:34:00.002+08:00

Then from now on, I should move away from your life if today was an exceptionally smooth day for you, without me.
Just somehow, my heart sank listening to the words you said ..confirming what you said was real hurt a thousand times more. I would never say those words to you. That my day went smoothly without you. Because I'd miss you and yearned for you every minute when I know that you're not around, talking to me like you would. You made me realised I shouldn't be bugging you before school/in school/after school anymore. I don't want to be a distraction and the reason why you'll not score up to your expectations in exams. I know how important exams are and I don't wish to be the one ruining your future and be blamed once more. I'm sorry for calling a lot of times when you're sleeping when I know I shouldn't distrupt your sleep. Just wanted to hear your voice and talk to you. I know I asked you to sleep but I don't think I really want you to do that but It's my fault and I'm sorry. Since you said there's an alarm clock you don't need anyone to wake you up anymore then I shall not bother your sleep next time. And you shouldn't be calling me too. I'll wake up to your Holdin it down for the undreground song every morning:) At least I'll get to wake up and think of you.

I miss you badly:'(

2010-07-31T15:16:00.011+08:00

INCEPTION WAS AWESOME ! !!! ! !!!!!! \m/ OMG I'M FUCKING SERIOUS .lol Inception inception Cool movie. Bestest shit ever:) I'm gonna watch it again, with Najmuddin on Wednesday I don't care!
Ahhhhhhhhh Internet ICA 20% !! ! ! !!!!! :'(

HAPPPYYYYY 4TH MONTH BAAAAABYYYYYYYYY!♥♥
LOVE YOUUUU SUPERRR DUPERRRR MUCH:):)
Tyouvmuchplss for being there, Tyouvmuchplss for making me yours.

2010-07-28T20:39:00.005+08:00

I miss 'Atikah Ali. I miss going out with her .. :'(

The Craziessssss was freakyyy man. No wonder Mukhsin said it's awesome ..for him at least. It's fvcking gory ......but fun watching uh. Naj said that it's exactly like L4D so he enjoyed it a lot. And I think I'll be watching movie with Naj alone next time so I wouldn't upset anyone. Then we'll be watching in peace\m/ But had fun meeting Ida, Irfan and Hafiiiiiz! Miss him and Hassan a lot! Hafiz going NS soon and he's rotting at home waiting to go in NS. Gooodluck broo! I really miss watching movie with Ika:( Please watch movie with me next time. Alone like the Jackie Chan show heh YOUR TURN TO TRAT ME ^^V Wait Did I treat you that time? Hahahahahha

I'm suppose to finish up my ppt. AND I AM DOING IT NOW PLSSS.

BYE LOVE YOU NAJMUDDIN xoxo

2010-07-27T01:03:00.005+08:00

I know I can't complain because it's not all about me ..the world doesn't revolve around me.

but it seems like maybe you should be there for her more.. idk. Guess I'm not used to it yet

Cause apparently, I'm in love with my best friend. Maybe now I know how it feels like

When you talk about it.

Heh.

Goodnight. I am tired but I haven't finish summary :(

2010-07-25T18:49:00.011+08:00

CURRENT LOCATION: BEDOK LIBRARY

And Yeaaaaaaaah,

SORCERERS APPRENTICE ROCKS MY UNDERGARMENTS\m/

Cool shit maynnn the show. And next week it'll be INCEPTION I don't care!! And I hope it'll be with baby, ifan, Ida, Ikaabee and Shahzirin:):) It'll be fun fun fun fun ....... FuuUuuUUuNNnnNn! Annnnnndddd I Am rearrrrry hungry:(

2010-07-25T13:23:00.002+08:00

"Lautan mana yang tidak bergelombang, bumi yang mana tidak ditimpa hujan."
Fuyoo Old days. But true true ..everyone have challenges/ difficulties to face. My mama said even if we've problems the size of a mountain and people around us are talking about it, it's us, one self that matters in the end. Forget about what they have to say because if we fall for their hurtful words, they'll only be bringing us down. Move on because better things are coming your way. Like like like I hope my first sister get marry as planned^.^ or rather as my mum wants it to be .lol Expect something huge uh eh:):):)

I am suppose to bath and meet Naj at 2pm. And I'll do that shortly. heeeeeeee
There's school tmr and omg no mooooooood at all rearrrrrry(PeterChao!hehehehe)
Find Peter Chao on Youtube, http://www.youtube.com/user/pyrobooby

Natasha bedingfield - I Bruise Easily

2010-07-21T00:20:00.003+08:00

Mum is just pissing me off. I told her I'm gonna talk to her when I come back home, she go straight to bed. Like wtf if I've my own money, I wouldn't be asking you uh eh. Angry sia, hate this feeling to the max. Asked my dad, "What more you want? Go go ask your mum" Going to dad was way useless, I knew that was going to be the answer anyways. WTFFFFFFFFF they want to find fault. PMS PEOPLE No mooooood to even go. Maybe I shouldn't or what if I simply can't :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

I need to go bath ..like now .......how I dread bathing.... .. ..but I have to. Okay great, my brother-in-law just went in .pffffft

okay byebye

2010-07-20T00:57:00.005+08:00

Irritating sia................... Bukannye nak dengar orang bebual dulu. Sembarang bebual je

Tak belajar ke?Abeh yang aku tidur lambat ni selalu buat ape? Tengok porn?

Selalu nak enjoy je ke? Boleh la, kalau aku nak. Buat ape aku nak gi sekolah kan.

Aku mabuk, tak balik agaknye baru kau suke.

Tkyah tkyah sign, tak perlu pun signature nye. Taknak sign, tknk kesah pun tkpe.

DA BIASA

:'(

2010-07-19T00:25:00.003+08:00

Are you serious Jia yee????

Then I want to watch INCEPTION too. ROFLMAO

And and Happy 22nd to 72FTG! ! ! !!!!!! Love love love you girls many many .Xoxo

2010-07-18T23:09:00.016+08:00

Despicable me was A.W.E.S.O.M.E(Y)

The movie made me excited all the way. They're soooooo cute la omg.

Next up! Sorcerer's Apprentice hehehehhe 22nd Juy onwards! I want to catch it on Friday please

please please pretty please. It's been a long time since I've watched movie with Ikaabee!

Jom ka, kita tengok movie. On Friday. Jom jom jom jom ^.^ Hehehehehhe tapi

aku tahu kau sekolah:p Grrrr I've ICCM test tmr and I haven't even study a thing about that module:|

Okay I think I should go study. Goodnight goodnight goodnight.

And next time, I shall say things clearly. Sorry

2010-07-18T17:30:00.002+08:00

HahahAhAhAhAhAhAHhahahAhhahaHAhahHa~`

Cute people^^V

At Bishan Library with love. Watching Despicable Me!! !!! ! ! ! YAY:)

Okaaay bye. Update when I get home

2010-07-17T16:02:00.006+08:00

The love of my life. The only one I feel complete with. Love you dear Xoxo

I'm struggling with POM sia. Actually no, It's all these distractions!! ! ! !!! Frontierville, Fishville, Facebook. FFF!!!! Stop it sia. Urgh Update more when I'm done.

2010-07-16T03:58:00.006+08:00

I.is.Going.Krrrrascy

It's been a long time since I wrote something here. Been all too busy with school and projects. It's 4 in the morning and I'm doing my POM Report. I've decided not to sleep for the night. Urgh should've gave the card to Layhoe so she can tap it for me:(:(:( Grrrr mistake mistake.
So with much hesitation, I will be going to School tmr. i'm Living th sSuckaArrr Life:
Poly aint that easy after all.. Sigh.
Well at least Spain won the World Cuppp hahaha long ago story.
Mayn Naj is correct. I am a fat bitch. I think I've been trying to run away from the fact that I'm really am. Somehow. Fat and Ugly. Fat and Ugly. Fat and Ugly. Fat and Ugly. He should stay away.. cause I'm just disgusting to look at. I don't feel like looking at anyone right now or even go to school. A disgrace, I think I should go anorexic/pills.. only till I'm rich that I'll do slimming sessions. HAISSSSSSSS
WHAT ARE PROMISES FOR?

Goodnight beautiful world(L)

2010-07-04T00:49:00.005+08:00

GERMANY 4 ARGENTINA 0

look at Lionel Messi's shell-shocked face. Sorry man, you can go home and cry.

" I don't understand......" "Awwww... so cute"
heheheheehehehehehheehehehe ^^V
Awesome game. Next up, Spain and Paraguay. Now I know why boys like my Bf love Football♥
And Spain will win \m/

2010-06-30T11:36:00.003+08:00

"I wanna make you happy Nurliyana. You don't know how happy i am that we're still together.
I love you. I really love you. Happy 3rd monthsary."
I love you baby. Happy 3rd months:):):)
I AM A HAPPY GIRL, VERY HAPPY GIRL

2010-06-28T21:44:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry I hurt you.. I'm sorry to cause all of these pain.. I'm sorry I let you down..

I'm sorry that it had to end this way.. I don't deserve you at all..

I'm very very sorry :'(

You're still my best friend. You'll still be in my heart for eternity.

I love you, and you'll be the only one. And now, I'm just gonna be my own best friend.

This is my vow to you.

2010-06-26T18:38:00.001+08:00

New Skin. boo~

2010-05-13T23:57:00.003+08:00

Sexy Sexy. but Let's, We'll Keep our Cool.

I am supposed to call Naj but I figured I should just let him sleep longer.

I'll call him when I'm going to bed. That'll be in 5 mins' time

My Poor little sleepy Head ..

OMG la this morning! I went to school with both my top strap hanging out! ! !!!!!

Superrrr the paisey eh. From Bedok all th way to Paya Lebar.

Lucky this nice NYP girl happened to be in th same lecture, happen to be th girl

Brannigan's after but got rejected, alertttttttt me!

If not, it'll be like that all th way until I meet Naj.

I bet he'll be like "EH BIE APE TUE?! HAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!"

Kan bie? Da kekek pun bila dia tak nampak.

Walao Natasha reminded me to look myslef in th mirror first before going

out this morning. Idiot betul mangkuk hanyun\m/

Natasha thought Russell Peters was Peters Russell. Confidently

HAhAhahHAHAhAhHAhAHahHAhHAHAhhAhahah~`

EPIC. fail fail (Y)

Byebyebyebyebye Gooooodnights! :D

2010-05-12T19:17:00.006+08:00

Very Bad.

Very true.

ZzzzzzZZZZzzzUUUUuuuuUUUuUuuuuuUuuUupPPppppppppPpppPPPPpPpPPPPPp....

2010-05-12T13:24:00.004+08:00

I AM IN TH SCHOOL LIBRARY W LAYHOE AND NATASHA\m/

Lecture's coming up at 2pm later and I'm damnnnnn
lazy to th Max i mum. I'm playing this scrabble game online with
Natasha's phone and it's damn addictive i tell you.
Maybe because I keep winning:):):):):):):0
First played with Jiayee( Introduced th game) and now with random people.
Haha Idk whether it's a guy/girl, Jobine. He/she claimed that he's/she's
from U.S. studying at Sophomore College. Hmmmmmmm Idk whether to believe.
I don't even know if th school exists. Heh don't care.
I NEED TO GET AN IPHONE! ! !!!! Buy for me someone:(:(:(
Or I should go to those online lucky draw something like
that and get an Iphone for freee. Hah
Okay must go lecture already sia. Booooo~ ByeByeByeBye.

2010-05-08T13:29:00.005+08:00

Hehe I keep wanting to blog but I feel so lazy ..grrr now like finally. I'm waiting for Naj to wake up, meet him then go to shahz house to celebrate his advance birthday party !^.^ I hope I get to see th rest .. irfan, chinyi, zilla.. It's been a long time eh. I feel that this week is super fast. Today is already th 8th and now it's alr 3.50pm but th weather looks more like it's 6pm. Uhm, V E R Y S C A R Y uh theses days. I think I'm loving my train rides to school rather that th bus.

But on 72, I'd be anti-social for 1 hr and 5 mins. So train rides are cooler, faster oh and cheaper!!

Enjoying schoooooool:D Th guyxz in my class thinks that I am Everyday very happy. That's nice:) But no, i'm not a bimbo! Walaooooo idiots. If i'm stupid, I wouldn't be seeing you "smart people" all hehe so I fit in perfectly. And I love it when they give all their nice compliments about what I wear each day:):) hahahahahahahahahahahahaha brannigan keeps stalking me! He remembers what I wore to school even last week friday! I was wearing th same top last friday and he was like "You wear this last friday also! Whyyyy?" I was like YOU STALKER! hehehe

I think I've cool classmates la:) To th ah lian, ah beng, no matreps but all very sachok ladies.

Only 4 sachok ladies. HAHAHAHAHAHA okay I shall not be bad.

Hehe Liyana, Natasha, Jia Yee and Lay Hoe ^^V We'd be th last to enter lecture on time and be th first to exit c:

I hope Ika will work things out with Shahz. Hope that they can talk things through. I'm gettting sleeeepy. Naj is otw here.......... Okay i think i should go bath. Nanti naj bau busuk. hahaha okay byebye!!!

2010-04-30T22:55:00.005+08:00

Naj, I was really excited to see you la. Until we didn't talk for more than an hour. All along I was waiting for you but you didn't even say anything. Neither did I because I wanted to see how long will your ego refrain you from talking to me. And how long can I stand the heart pain. Honestly, I couldn't take it much longer uh that i was planning to just walk away.. Cause you were busy with everything else except me. But I can't bring myself to do that so I waited and waited.. And you were laughing to yourself when you watched th video. Eh i cry eh. Cannot uh. I can't take it. Then what did you come here for? One monthsary? You only waste your ez-link $$ .You should just go home from school.

Isn't it tired to walk somemore to get to th bustop? Entah uh Naj, sakit sia hati..

This kind of things..... I'm fucking sick of it already. I don't even know where my fault lies at.

A blast from my past? Thanks uh. I didn't know I'd need it so badly right now eh.

Asyik nangis aje... sakit sia hati..................... :'(

2010-04-30T17:53:00.012+08:00

Hey. Hello. Hi Like finally. heh

Wait wait important important !

HAPPPPPYY 1st MONTH NAJMUDDIN &YANANANA!! ^.^

heheheheheheheI love you a lot a lot:) 3 months honeymoon period not over eh bie.

Don't run away from me .pfft

Anyways wohooo~ new skin haha. Everytime this blog go dead,

I think I'll renew th skin so I'll be more excited to blog next time hehehe.

I'm dying at homeee now. Waiting for najmuddin to come here.......... I am so bored........

Eh anyways, I'm starting to love NYP! :D I mean the environment, th people, th tutors & lecturers are alright. It's not secondary school anymore and I tend to be more worried on my studies now than last time heh. Because all they do is teach and they have no time to entertain your nonsense. So I figured I've to make by myself for myself to do well in poly. I like how this kinda system work unlike th ones who's very interested in other people's stories. heh well I think there's pros and cons but one things for sure I'm ganna study my ass out and ACE MY CLASS, ACE MY COURSE. eh Naj eh eh^^

Banking and financial services:):) POA/AFA rocks. Economics and Oral effective communications are cool subject but only for OEC th tutor is damn scary. We had to do this speech - 4 minutes on our lives. I knew I had to impress her and she actually said "Congratulations Liyana! I can see that you have good writing skills and you can develop it more. (Turns to th class) From there, you can tell that she reads a lot and reading is good in order to write well." Hahahaha aku tak suka baca la bro. Macam paham punya cikgu. But nevertheless, ABC. Angkat bodek cikgu. lol syabas Yana. I don' like statistics. I don't like probability. But what to do. I've to force myself to love ittt. Overall, I'm loving poly life la ♥

oooooh and cheap food! hehehehehehehehehehehehe \m/

grrrrrr this najmuddin is killing me. Okay BB ^.^

2010-03-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

I'M SO PISSED OFF AT YOU. urghhh not answering yr calls tonight. I'm going to sleeeep

2010-03-22T22:52:00.011+08:00

KNNhongkanCCB. I can't even view th video on my blog. Can you guys?? Fucking hell.

Waste my time and effort humphs~ Najmuddin is sick such an idiot. Just because he took a few puffs of cigarettes. And because of his wisdom tooth. hahahahaha kecian dia. Get well faster and meet me youuu mangkok. Good thing th football is cancelled^.^ huhu so happy:)

SOMETHING WRONG IS WITH MSN. Naj is online, but i can't see him online. And th rest said I'm offline. wtf hahaha nanti jadi macam friendster. Everyone will start using something else more efficient. hahaha can't wait

Anyways, Went shopping with Ida Imelda and 'Atikah Ali just now. Awesome la:):) I got a super skinny and jeggings from UniClo. A top from Cotton On. A dress from Dorothy Perkins. A artbox wallet and a pencilcase. How happy can I be, v v V v V VVV happy la dey. hahahahahah shopping spree or whuuuut sia. ISAAAAAAAAAP SUDAH. heh

Actually I'm very angry with this one person. But I think I better keep it down FIRST. Until he blow me off and I fucking can't take it no more, I'll knock some sense inside his dead-for-now brain. I wanted to reply him just now but No, i thought of my sweetheart and kept my cool. Don't want her to be stressed-up all over again. Fuck, I pity her okay? So stop messing around or I'll really break your leg one day. Watch out. So stop it with yr nonsense. Till then, I'll be looking down at you seriously

Okay.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NING ZHENG & ANDY! ! !!!!!!! ^.^ Oh god, I miss you guys much. That's why th chalet would be a good idea for us to gather again. Even if it's for th last time before everyone starts school and forget one another. I miss Pasir Ris Sec and e4. I miss coming to school late(hee) , I miss looking at Ms Ho and Mrs Sum stressed-up faces, I miss sleeping in th toilet with Chinyi just to skip history class, I miss going down to th canteen in th middle of class and buy fried food, I miss talking to Sunkyu, Andy, Agnes, Grace, Naj, Chinyi, Imran in class. I miss going crazy with Chinyi, Naj and Imran during class dicussions and any other time when we're talking cock. I miss looking at Chinyi sleep till she drool on th table cause of Mr chew boring class. Oh yes, I miss his class too. AND I MISS CRYING IN FRONT OF TH CLASS BECAUSE OF CLASS T-SHIRT! hahahahaha bahan dok tu, legend:) OH GOD, I MISS SCHOOL and th people. seriously

I wish time can be rewind but but but I wana grow up fast too. Atleast, I had fun then so I shall look forward to Poly With Najmuddin^.^ Yay anyways I'm ready for school. Check out my $100 plus worth of stationery that I got on Saturday with Ida. hehehehehehhhehe ;)

Tengok Uh! Naj bukak kedai Tak bilang aku. Hahahahahahaha

HAHAHAHAHAHA! IPAN'S IC PICTURE IS EPIC.

Maynn, can't see it that clearly but If you have a
chance, don't hesitate people. His face can light up your day, serious!

But haisssss ipan now is missing:( I hope he's alright. Everyone's worried for him.

He's been missing since yesterday. Call us ipan asap!

2010-03-22T02:41:00.005+08:00

Hahaha I just saw this. wtf but it's cool lol

2010-03-20T01:19:00.010+08:00

I Loveeeee this boy up here la. Serious la. la la la laa~

Heh I realised that blogging is boring. Or maybe I'm boring eh eh isaaap uh. haha

Anyways, these days I've been feeling so exhausted, like I lack of sleep. Uhmm..

And I've been thinking about things I shouldn't be thinking about which I always do

especially at night. My mind go crazy at night and i think that's why it's hard for me to go to sleep. Unless I really can't take it.

And fuck. I did things that I didn't know I'd do sia. fcuk fvuk fcuk.

Haha I think it was just for th fun of it. Because seriously, I've moved on:)

I'm like excited for tmr! ! Going to meet Najmuddin at 2.30pm. And irfan & Ida! Haha i think th love will spark between them. Gaaaah that'll be awesomely interesting^.^

Najmuddin& Irfan are going to dye their hair by me & Ida. AWESOME Laa macam exciting gitu kan? Hee

OH OH OH congrats Manchester United for their victorious win! Woohoo~ I knew liverpool's going down. That's why I spent 3/4 of th match sleeping in front of th tv and only woke up when Park Ji Sung was heading th winning goal ^.^ How cool :p

Baaaaaaaaaah, I've been waiting for my clothes i bought online to arrived &it still hasn't. MERBUK eh. kaninahongkan( Hahaha Naj taught me uh ni abeh da addicted)

Why is it taking so long to arrive? Grrr kali I kena con uh. Waaaaa pukul mak dia eh JOM boo~

OHHHHHHHHHH th person who needs real slashing would be my dearest 1st sister. She's so annoying ! ! !!!!! She thinks I'm like following her in everything. Her style, her looks, her everything "FROM HEAD TO TOE" eh eh eh ISAAAAP UH EH. Come on, seriously, WHY WOULD I? She's not like hot or anything and she's twice my age. How can she compare her style with mine? Even if she's single, so? She's too old for me to stalk her. I'd rather go for someone around my age but fuck no, I don't do those things. Look, I can't help it having th same features as her but plsssss, I DON'T EVEN FUCKING WANT TO DRESS LIKE HER IN ANY WAY.

And she claimed I did. From head to toe somemore. KNNCCB no thanks eh sis. I'll pass

You're just jealous cause I'm way prettier than you:p HAhAhAHHAHAhAhAHHahAh~`

I guess I should be sleeping now. Naj did, so I should too:) Byebyebyebyebyebyebye

oh someone please help me with my Blackberry:( *AGNESSSSSS PLSSSS*

2010-03-15T14:11:00.002+08:00

OMG HAHAHA i keep on not updating. borrringgggg uh like this.
But now i think i'll update more. Mum just bought me a white sony vaio:):):) How happy can I be? Veeeeerrryy. heh
OH OH HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY NADIAH!^.^ it's already 15th march. later like suddenly fasting month already. Time is flying so fast but I can't wait for school though. I can't wait to learn th new stuff and meet new friends. Ikaa was like "I wonder who's gonna be my friend. Kali aku ada enemy eh." Ishhh, keeps me wondering as well. Cat fight or whuuut eh.
okay okay no no. Main objective is to study, not be fanatic. okay okay yana okay best.
okay i needa go bath. going out byebyebyebyebye

2010-02-25T21:43:00.016+08:00

WOW. It's been 17 days since I updated this blog. WOW. heh ^.^V
Siti Syafiqah from Mark& Spencer has been asking me to update and now I shall. Because I know I v interesting so they want to read la kan, my daily life. haHahAhahahAHHaAHHAhahHahA~`
ANYWAYS, nothing much has been happening except work work work 6 days/week.
Tired but it's okay. I'll just think of th $$ at th end of it. woohoo~ then SHOPPING.
OH OH speaking of which. I bought a new phone, BLACKBERRY BOLD 9000, BBB. cheyy de bah bedah! *(beyonce) partner, lemme upgrade ya!* hehe I show you picture.

This one my brother download one. heh~
pretty but just now waaaaaa i can't switch on my phone when I finish work. Then i can't text Najmuddin or listen to music during th long bus ride:( So i slept in th bus all th way heh.
irritated! !! !!! But then, now it's okay already. Finally, it switched on. bodoh betul.
Okay. I know Valentine's day was a long time ago but I didn't had time to update then.
so, heh.

It was fun, a date with Najmuddin^.^
Ate at Mad Jack with Ariff& Nabila, Watched valentine's day at The Cathay. And everything was paid-for. hahaha i love being a girl ♥♥
Hahahaha and i love Naj:):):):):) I do. boohooo
th rest no need to know la. hahahahahaha

oh oh i need my sleep:| I'm working tmr. And i think Naj is angry at me:(

2010-02-08T22:21:00.010+08:00

This guy up here confessed his love and it was super duper sweeeeeeeet. He made me cry because of his sweet words .but but turn me into 1happy girl of th day^.^ th rest secret uh:p
WOW. Najmuddin Bin Zaidi made my day everyday like today, yesterday, the day before yesterday and i mean SERIOUSLYYYYY heh:):)
Today is my off day but I couldn't stay home because it'll be very boredddddd too. So went out to tampines and met Naj& Irfan. Did nothing much except going on trips to and fro twice! From Tampines to Bedok to Tampines to Bedok. Haha Najmuddin uh ni. Gotttttt my black menthol hopefully to last for th week because I am PATHETICALLY broke. Yes, pathetic. Humphs
TOMORROW WORKING tired tired. Grrrrrr

okay, this is a perfect song for whoever-yang-terasa^.^ Goodnightttts

2010-02-01T16:05:00.003+08:00

Guess what. I'm finally single for 5 days. Thanks B vmuchplss URGH.

Anyways, I'm happy and will be happy because I want no regrets.
I'm going to turn 17 and Be in NYP FOR BANKING AND FINANCIAL SERVICES, I don't want to ruin th rest of my 2010 year since th beginning of th year was a shity-est start of th year ever.
Gotta be thankful right Najmuddin?^.^ Yuppppxz I'm thankful to have him be there for me when I need a shoulder to lean on. And he'll be in NYP too and In th same school! Biz YAY!

I'm woorrrrkinngggg like YEAYYYY! Woohoo. With my Dearest ZillaWindy at MARKS& SPENCER centrepoint !! Come people and look for me^^ Heh there's a huge sale now.
Met a lot of nice people and managers/supervisors ^^ It was a very unexpected thing to be posted in marks&spencer. We only know that we'll be working at a departmental store when we're going for th interview. Sekali working there. How can I not be happy? ^^ $5/hr (weekdays) And $6/hr (weekends) 8 hr work /day and 6 days /week. Monday will be my off day:):) WOW KAYA KAYA. hahahahahahahaha

I think I want to cut my hair. But Idk whether I should uhmmmm~
okay I'm off, byebye blog. Ily ♥